Comments on: Heavy Hearted on a Sunday Morning http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/ The Blog of Donny Pauling: former porn producer, changed by Grace and Love... Thu, 11 Mar 2010 23:43:59 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.1 hourly 1 By: Anonymous http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-525 Anonymous Sun, 19 Nov 2006 13:45:08 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-525 If Belinda doesn't want to marry you anymore you have yourself to blame. If ANYONE spoke to me the way you do her I wouldn't even give them the pleasure of hearing me answer the phone, much less talk in person. The sad part is I believe in God and I am very open minded but you immediately turned from a porn producer that tried to manipulate people into doing what you wanted into a Jesus freak that tries to manipulate people into doing what you want, as subtle as your attempts may be.<br /><br />You also mentioned that a woman who wanted to be a police officer had her life ruined because of you. If you can make the jump that slinging porn for 9 years then saying praise Jesus is going to get you into heaven is it much more of a reach to think maybe she got fired for a reason? Maybe she would have ended up killed in the line of duty her first month in the streets and now she can go on to help thousands of people in another line of work. Maybe God wanted to save her life and get her fired, neither you or I are capable of knowing either way. <br /><br />Now I'm rambling but the entire point of posting is this. If I were friends with Belinda, or even if she was a stranger and asked my opinion out of the blue I would take her side based on what you've written here. I couldn't stand to be around you for 2 minutes and since you say it's a 180 degree turn from how you used to be I would imagine she is feeling the same way. Then on top of that she has to deal with you trying to hint guilt onto her for something she personally has chosen not to give up. <br /><br />Good luck to sorting your life out, if I were friends with you I might have already called to have you committed while being 99% sure you lost your damn mind. If Belinda doesn’t want to marry you anymore you have yourself to blame. If ANYONE spoke to me the way you do her I wouldn’t even give them the pleasure of hearing me answer the phone, much less talk in person. The sad part is I believe in God and I am very open minded but you immediately turned from a porn producer that tried to manipulate people into doing what you wanted into a Jesus freak that tries to manipulate people into doing what you want, as subtle as your attempts may be.

You also mentioned that a woman who wanted to be a police officer had her life ruined because of you. If you can make the jump that slinging porn for 9 years then saying praise Jesus is going to get you into heaven is it much more of a reach to think maybe she got fired for a reason? Maybe she would have ended up killed in the line of duty her first month in the streets and now she can go on to help thousands of people in another line of work. Maybe God wanted to save her life and get her fired, neither you or I are capable of knowing either way.

Now I’m rambling but the entire point of posting is this. If I were friends with Belinda, or even if she was a stranger and asked my opinion out of the blue I would take her side based on what you’ve written here. I couldn’t stand to be around you for 2 minutes and since you say it’s a 180 degree turn from how you used to be I would imagine she is feeling the same way. Then on top of that she has to deal with you trying to hint guilt onto her for something she personally has chosen not to give up.

Good luck to sorting your life out, if I were friends with you I might have already called to have you committed while being 99% sure you lost your damn mind.

]]> By: Donny Pauling http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-524 Donny Pauling Sun, 19 Nov 2006 07:17:57 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-524 Dan,<br /><br />Belinda and I are no longer engaged. It's very painful and I deal with it by just pushing it out of my mind. Dan,

Belinda and I are no longer engaged. It’s very painful and I deal with it by just pushing it out of my mind.

]]> By: Anonymous http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-523 Anonymous Sun, 19 Nov 2006 06:58:39 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-523 -Donny-<br /><br />Reading your blogs about Belinda is heartbreaking. Are guys still engaged? Or is the engagment on hold now that you've turned back to God? Or is it no more ever since that day you prayed?<br /><br />I can't imagine losing someone that was once so close to you. And what is seperating you is God and the porn industry. You have turned from it and Belinda is still in it. I can't imagine that. My heart cries out for you.<br /><br />We must remember that the sun rises in the morning. The darkness is this financial state that you are currently in. The sun will rise and I doubt that you don't know that.<br /><br />Dan<br />http://www.myspace.com/dansface -Donny-

Reading your blogs about Belinda is heartbreaking. Are guys still engaged? Or is the engagment on hold now that you’ve turned back to God? Or is it no more ever since that day you prayed?

I can’t imagine losing someone that was once so close to you. And what is seperating you is God and the porn industry. You have turned from it and Belinda is still in it. I can’t imagine that. My heart cries out for you.

We must remember that the sun rises in the morning. The darkness is this financial state that you are currently in. The sun will rise and I doubt that you don’t know that.

Dan
http://www.myspace.com/dansface

]]> By: Jon http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-522 Jon Wed, 15 Nov 2006 21:08:15 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-522 Hey man, just wanted to give you some encouragement. It's not easy to fight the good battle, but victory is waiting. Like I'm sure you've heard many times before, just keep showing the love of Christ and His face will shine through you.<br /><br />God Bless Hey man, just wanted to give you some encouragement. It’s not easy to fight the good battle, but victory is waiting. Like I’m sure you’ve heard many times before, just keep showing the love of Christ and His face will shine through you.

God Bless

]]> By: GODrums http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-521 GODrums Wed, 15 Nov 2006 07:01:26 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-521 thanks thanks

]]> By: Ben JAmin http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-520 Ben JAmin Tue, 14 Nov 2006 02:27:38 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-520 Donny, you're awesome. I've always admired you because you're not ashamed to just be you. You're genuine. Donny, you’re awesome. I’ve always admired you because you’re not ashamed to just be you. You’re genuine.

]]> By: Tony http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-519 Tony Mon, 13 Nov 2006 23:17:54 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-519 Donny, <br />I just wanted to write you a note of praise and encouragement. I'm praying for you and so are a lot of people. I thank God for people like you and others that I know. God is so amazing and wonderful. It really brings tears to my eyes reading what you're going through. Thank you God for the power that you have over men and women.<br /><br />- Tony in San Diego Donny,
I just wanted to write you a note of praise and encouragement. I’m praying for you and so are a lot of people. I thank God for people like you and others that I know. God is so amazing and wonderful. It really brings tears to my eyes reading what you’re going through. Thank you God for the power that you have over men and women.

- Tony in San Diego

]]> By: Greybush http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-518 Greybush Mon, 13 Nov 2006 23:08:36 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-518 I think you're not alone when you're struggling with finances and bill collectors; a lot of us do. It's great to see that you won't return to the old job even if it's easy money cuz it sounds like you want to make a good, honest living that is pleasing to God. I pray that there will people who can help you budget and plan things out. Godspeed, bro. I think you’re not alone when you’re struggling with finances and bill collectors; a lot of us do. It’s great to see that you won’t return to the old job even if it’s easy money cuz it sounds like you want to make a good, honest living that is pleasing to God. I pray that there will people who can help you budget and plan things out. Godspeed, bro.

]]> By: David Louis Harter http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-517 David Louis Harter Mon, 13 Nov 2006 17:25:43 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-517 Donny,<br /><br />There is a good article in the November/December issue of "Christian Music Planet" that deals with the fact that pornography is a problem within the church. The article details the work that Pillar frontman, Rob Beckley, is doing with XXXChurch.<br /><br />- David Donny,

There is a good article in the November/December issue of “Christian Music Planet” that deals with the fact that pornography is a problem within the church. The article details the work that Pillar frontman, Rob Beckley, is doing with XXXChurch.

- David

]]> By: Anonymous http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-516 Anonymous Mon, 13 Nov 2006 16:38:18 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-516 Sorry for the extra posts.<br />After I posted the page would tell me there's an error. So I tried the last two as anonymous.<br />Thanks,<br />Texastig Sorry for the extra posts.
After I posted the page would tell me there’s an error. So I tried the last two as anonymous.
Thanks,
Texastig

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