Comments on: Heavy Hearted on a Sunday Morning http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/ The Blog of Donny Pauling: former porn producer, changed by Grace and Love... Wed, 11 Jan 2012 01:17:00 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 By: Anonymous http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-2/#comment-525 Anonymous Sun, 19 Nov 2006 13:45:08 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-525 If Belinda doesn't want to marry you anymore you have yourself to blame. If ANYONE spoke to me the way you do her I wouldn't even give them the pleasure of hearing me answer the phone, much less talk in person. The sad part is I believe in God and I am very open minded but you immediately turned from a porn producer that tried to manipulate people into doing what you wanted into a Jesus freak that tries to manipulate people into doing what you want, as subtle as your attempts may be.<br /><br />You also mentioned that a woman who wanted to be a police officer had her life ruined because of you. If you can make the jump that slinging porn for 9 years then saying praise Jesus is going to get you into heaven is it much more of a reach to think maybe she got fired for a reason? Maybe she would have ended up killed in the line of duty her first month in the streets and now she can go on to help thousands of people in another line of work. Maybe God wanted to save her life and get her fired, neither you or I are capable of knowing either way. <br /><br />Now I'm rambling but the entire point of posting is this. If I were friends with Belinda, or even if she was a stranger and asked my opinion out of the blue I would take her side based on what you've written here. I couldn't stand to be around you for 2 minutes and since you say it's a 180 degree turn from how you used to be I would imagine she is feeling the same way. Then on top of that she has to deal with you trying to hint guilt onto her for something she personally has chosen not to give up. <br /><br />Good luck to sorting your life out, if I were friends with you I might have already called to have you committed while being 99% sure you lost your damn mind. If Belinda doesn’t want to marry you anymore you have yourself to blame. If ANYONE spoke to me the way you do her I wouldn’t even give them the pleasure of hearing me answer the phone, much less talk in person. The sad part is I believe in God and I am very open minded but you immediately turned from a porn producer that tried to manipulate people into doing what you wanted into a Jesus freak that tries to manipulate people into doing what you want, as subtle as your attempts may be.

You also mentioned that a woman who wanted to be a police officer had her life ruined because of you. If you can make the jump that slinging porn for 9 years then saying praise Jesus is going to get you into heaven is it much more of a reach to think maybe she got fired for a reason? Maybe she would have ended up killed in the line of duty her first month in the streets and now she can go on to help thousands of people in another line of work. Maybe God wanted to save her life and get her fired, neither you or I are capable of knowing either way.

Now I’m rambling but the entire point of posting is this. If I were friends with Belinda, or even if she was a stranger and asked my opinion out of the blue I would take her side based on what you’ve written here. I couldn’t stand to be around you for 2 minutes and since you say it’s a 180 degree turn from how you used to be I would imagine she is feeling the same way. Then on top of that she has to deal with you trying to hint guilt onto her for something she personally has chosen not to give up.

Good luck to sorting your life out, if I were friends with you I might have already called to have you committed while being 99% sure you lost your damn mind.

]]> By: Anonymous http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-2/#comment-5013 Anonymous Sun, 19 Nov 2006 13:45:00 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-5013 If Belinda doesn't want to marry you anymore you have yourself to blame. If ANYONE spoke to me the way you do her I wouldn't even give them the pleasure of hearing me answer the phone, much less talk in person. The sad part is I believe in God and I am very open minded but you immediately turned from a porn producer that tried to manipulate people into doing what you wanted into a Jesus freak that tries to manipulate people into doing what you want, as subtle as your attempts may be.You also mentioned that a woman who wanted to be a police officer had her life ruined because of you. If you can make the jump that slinging porn for 9 years then saying praise Jesus is going to get you into heaven is it much more of a reach to think maybe she got fired for a reason? Maybe she would have ended up killed in the line of duty her first month in the streets and now she can go on to help thousands of people in another line of work. Maybe God wanted to save her life and get her fired, neither you or I are capable of knowing either way. Now I'm rambling but the entire point of posting is this. If I were friends with Belinda, or even if she was a stranger and asked my opinion out of the blue I would take her side based on what you've written here. I couldn't stand to be around you for 2 minutes and since you say it's a 180 degree turn from how you used to be I would imagine she is feeling the same way. Then on top of that she has to deal with you trying to hint guilt onto her for something she personally has chosen not to give up. Good luck to sorting your life out, if I were friends with you I might have already called to have you committed while being 99% sure you lost your damn mind. If Belinda doesn’t want to marry you anymore you have yourself to blame. If ANYONE spoke to me the way you do her I wouldn’t even give them the pleasure of hearing me answer the phone, much less talk in person. The sad part is I believe in God and I am very open minded but you immediately turned from a porn producer that tried to manipulate people into doing what you wanted into a Jesus freak that tries to manipulate people into doing what you want, as subtle as your attempts may be.You also mentioned that a woman who wanted to be a police officer had her life ruined because of you. If you can make the jump that slinging porn for 9 years then saying praise Jesus is going to get you into heaven is it much more of a reach to think maybe she got fired for a reason? Maybe she would have ended up killed in the line of duty her first month in the streets and now she can go on to help thousands of people in another line of work. Maybe God wanted to save her life and get her fired, neither you or I are capable of knowing either way. Now I’m rambling but the entire point of posting is this. If I were friends with Belinda, or even if she was a stranger and asked my opinion out of the blue I would take her side based on what you’ve written here. I couldn’t stand to be around you for 2 minutes and since you say it’s a 180 degree turn from how you used to be I would imagine she is feeling the same way. Then on top of that she has to deal with you trying to hint guilt onto her for something she personally has chosen not to give up. Good luck to sorting your life out, if I were friends with you I might have already called to have you committed while being 99% sure you lost your damn mind.

]]> By: Donny Pauling http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-2/#comment-524 Donny Pauling Sun, 19 Nov 2006 07:17:57 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-524 Dan,<br /><br />Belinda and I are no longer engaged. It's very painful and I deal with it by just pushing it out of my mind. Dan,

Belinda and I are no longer engaged. It’s very painful and I deal with it by just pushing it out of my mind.

]]> By: Donny Pauling http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-2/#comment-5012 Donny Pauling Sun, 19 Nov 2006 07:17:00 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-5012 Dan,Belinda and I are no longer engaged. It's very painful and I deal with it by just pushing it out of my mind. Dan,Belinda and I are no longer engaged. It’s very painful and I deal with it by just pushing it out of my mind.

]]> By: Anonymous http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-523 Anonymous Sun, 19 Nov 2006 06:58:39 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-523 -Donny-<br /><br />Reading your blogs about Belinda is heartbreaking. Are guys still engaged? Or is the engagment on hold now that you've turned back to God? Or is it no more ever since that day you prayed?<br /><br />I can't imagine losing someone that was once so close to you. And what is seperating you is God and the porn industry. You have turned from it and Belinda is still in it. I can't imagine that. My heart cries out for you.<br /><br />We must remember that the sun rises in the morning. The darkness is this financial state that you are currently in. The sun will rise and I doubt that you don't know that.<br /><br />Dan<br />http://www.myspace.com/dansface -Donny-

Reading your blogs about Belinda is heartbreaking. Are guys still engaged? Or is the engagment on hold now that you’ve turned back to God? Or is it no more ever since that day you prayed?

I can’t imagine losing someone that was once so close to you. And what is seperating you is God and the porn industry. You have turned from it and Belinda is still in it. I can’t imagine that. My heart cries out for you.

We must remember that the sun rises in the morning. The darkness is this financial state that you are currently in. The sun will rise and I doubt that you don’t know that.

Dan
http://www.myspace.com/dansface

]]> By: Anonymous http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-5011 Anonymous Sun, 19 Nov 2006 06:58:00 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-5011 -Donny-Reading your blogs about Belinda is heartbreaking. Are guys still engaged? Or is the engagment on hold now that you've turned back to God? Or is it no more ever since that day you prayed?I can't imagine losing someone that was once so close to you. And what is seperating you is God and the porn industry. You have turned from it and Belinda is still in it. I can't imagine that. My heart cries out for you.We must remember that the sun rises in the morning. The darkness is this financial state that you are currently in. The sun will rise and I doubt that you don't know that.Danhttp://www.myspace.com/dansface -Donny-Reading your blogs about Belinda is heartbreaking. Are guys still engaged? Or is the engagment on hold now that you’ve turned back to God? Or is it no more ever since that day you prayed?I can’t imagine losing someone that was once so close to you. And what is seperating you is God and the porn industry. You have turned from it and Belinda is still in it. I can’t imagine that. My heart cries out for you.We must remember that the sun rises in the morning. The darkness is this financial state that you are currently in. The sun will rise and I doubt that you don’t know that.Danhttp://www.myspace.com/dansface

]]> By: Jon http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-522 Jon Wed, 15 Nov 2006 21:08:15 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-522 Hey man, just wanted to give you some encouragement. It's not easy to fight the good battle, but victory is waiting. Like I'm sure you've heard many times before, just keep showing the love of Christ and His face will shine through you.<br /><br />God Bless Hey man, just wanted to give you some encouragement. It’s not easy to fight the good battle, but victory is waiting. Like I’m sure you’ve heard many times before, just keep showing the love of Christ and His face will shine through you.

God Bless

]]> By: Jon http://www.donnypauling.com/blog/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/comment-page-1/#comment-5010 Jon Wed, 15 Nov 2006 21:08:00 +0000 http://donnysramblings.wordpress.com/2006/11/12/heavy-hearted-on-a-sunday-morning/#comment-5010 Hey man, just wanted to give you some encouragement. It's not easy to fight the good battle, but victory is waiting. Like I'm sure you've heard many times before, just keep showing the love of Christ and His face will shine through you.God Bless Hey man, just wanted to give you some encouragement. It’s not easy to fight the good battle, but victory is waiting. Like I’m sure you’ve heard many times before, just keep showing the love of Christ and His face will shine through you.God Bless

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