Archive for month: November, 2006

XXXChurch and the Esther Fund

I often have a hard time deciding how to start a blog entry. Once I get going, the words seem to come out in a flood, but those first few sentences are tough. I’ll write something, erase it, write something else, erase that too… I sometimes repeat this for 5 minutes. Such is the case [...]

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The Last 10 Years (Superman) – by Kenny Rogers

I’m sitting at my computer catching up on the news and all the other happenings in the world. Belinda’s in Los Angeles for an adult industry convention that culminates with a party at the Playboy Mansion later tonight (Friday evening). I don’t miss going to the mansion. I’m really surprised by that, because I thought [...]

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Being Judgmental of Those Who Are Judgmental (and Election Results)

I’ve ranted about a lot of things I dislike about Christians. So much so, even family members have begun writing to me. One of the emails I received was from a woman who never stopped praying for me the entire time I produced porn. In part of her email she said: Maybe I could also [...]

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So What's The New Job, Donny?

I’ve received a handful of emails from readers inquiring about my new job. Today’s the day I reveal what I’m doing. As you know if you’ve been following along with my story, I’ve gone back and forth on whether or not to accept a few different employment offers. One of the most interesting offers was [...]

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Ted Haggard and Christian Response

Last night I traveled to Yuba City to attend a service where Craig Gross from XXXChurch was speaking on pornography. While there I spoke with a Pastor from a church in Sacramento. Amongst many other things, we discussed Ted Haggard. That discussion is what prompted this blog entry. Why is it that when a Christian [...]

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On Politics and Abortion

Categories:Abortion, Donny Pauling, Politics

I may hang for this one. First of all please know that I hate abortion. I think it’s horrible. That being said, let’s proceed. I was speaking with a Christian girl recently and I asked what makes her vote Republican. The first thing out of her mouth was “the abortion issue”. That answer seems to [...]

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The Second Day

Categories:Donny Pauling, Employment, John Hunt

Yesterday I complained about having to work for someone else. Today I got up early and went back in for more punishment. It wasn’t bad at all. I had a great talk with the owner and was happy to learn he’s a Christian. He put me to work on a project that will keep my [...]

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The First Day Answering to a Bossman

I can sum up my first day with two words: Hated It Yes, yesterday was my first day working for someone else. Some might wonder if the thought crossed my mind to return to porn production. I have to admit, answering to myself is nice. Setting my own schedule is heavenly. Producing porn, however, is [...]

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I Haven't Been a Good Example to Belinda

Categories:Belinda, Donny Pauling

Belinda thinks I’ve gone bonkers. She loves me anyway, but keeps asking for a return of the old Donny. The few times I’ve tried communicating my new beliefs to her, she’s responded by rolling her eyes or laughing in ridicule. In return, I’ve became a bit mean. My attitude towards her has been horrible. I [...]

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John Hunt: My Best Friend

Categories:Donny Pauling, John Hunt

John must have downloaded Firefox 2.0, because I didn’t notice any spelling errors in his latest blog entry. One of my favorite things about version 2.0 is the built in spell checker. I love it. Not that I ever need it, mind you. Nope, not me! Yesterday afternoon I started writing a draft of today’s [...]

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