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Ted Haggard and Christian Response

Last night I traveled to Yuba City to attend a service where Craig Gross from XXXChurch was speaking on pornography. While there I spoke with a Pastor from a church in Sacramento. Amongst many other things, we discussed Ted Haggard. That discussion is what prompted this blog entry. Why is it that when a Christian [...]

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HALLOWEEN 2006

To me, Halloween 2006 is: My brother’s 30th Birthday A great opportunity to spend a fun night with my son, watching him wander his neighborhood in a really cute penguin costume, overcoming his shyness and knocking on doors because that candy reward is SOOO worth it, dad! Growing up in Pentecostal churches, I heard all [...]

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What I've Learned About God From Watching Christians – Part 1: Parroting

Indulge me as I give a rebellious outsider’s view of one of the reasons why so many people are turned off to God due to his beloved Saints. I’ll call this “What I’ve Learned About God From Watching Christians.” You may find such ramblings to be petty, but judging from the title of this website [...]

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New Revelations from Old Knowledge

Just a quick note: Growing up a Pastor’s son, I was expected to win Bible quizzes. That being the case, I memorized and studied a lot of scripture. It always bored me. I loved winning Bible knowledge contests, but talking about the Bible, for the most part, bored me almost to tears. It meant nothing [...]

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Dear Pastor Tom

The following is an email I sent to “Pastor Tom”. The backstory is this: On two separate radio shows Tom has voiced his opinion that the pastors of XXXChurch have made unwise decisions when setting up their booth on the show floor of porn shows. He says this because he has a hard time believing [...]

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Fuel! Further ignite my fire, please!

When I began my career as a porn producer I caught a lot of flack from Christians. I used their comments to fuel my drive to delve deeper and deeper into the adult entertainment business. Now, in part, I’m using the people in the adult entertainment business to help my drive to become a full-blown [...]

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Almost 1 Week

(this is being reposted from my old blog) It’s now been almost a week since I’ve given up porn to surrender my life to God again. And what a week it’s been. Several people have been supportive. Others… not so much. To put it mildly. Surprisingly, some of the biggest supporters of this decision have [...]

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I'm Out, But the Blog Abides!

(reposted from my old blog, where I used to discuss stories from my life as a porn producer) Don’t you hate it when people politicize things and make grandiose speeches to get across even the most mundane topics of conversation? So do I. So let’s see if I can avoid that for you. I’ll really, [...]

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