Archive for category: Porn Producers

Meltdown: Crash and Burn

Last Friday night: I’m leaving my best friend John’s house. In just a few hours it will be my birthday. John has given me good advice about the situation at hand. “Why did she pick this day of all days, John?” “Go home and forget about it. Just go to sleep or something. Forget it. [...]

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XXXChurch and the Esther Fund

I often have a hard time deciding how to start a blog entry. Once I get going, the words seem to come out in a flood, but those first few sentences are tough. I’ll write something, erase it, write something else, erase that too… I sometimes repeat this for 5 minutes. Such is the case [...]

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So What's The New Job, Donny?

I’ve received a handful of emails from readers inquiring about my new job. Today’s the day I reveal what I’m doing. As you know if you’ve been following along with my story, I’ve gone back and forth on whether or not to accept a few different employment offers. One of the most interesting offers was [...]

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Phone Call This Morning

The weather’s beautiful in Seattle this morning. The sun has been out both days I’ve been here. Not a full minute after I opened my eyes I received a phone call from Belinda. She’s had two knocks on the door at home and didn’t know who it might be at such an early hour, so [...]

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The Issue of Links Staying "As Is". And Church Tonight.

LINKS: Someone made a comment to my last blog entry that said: You said you would archive [this blog] with the old links so it wouldn’t hide your past…but what about people who go to the archive to read your story (because maybe they are struggling to break free too) and then they have those [...]

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I'm Out, But the Blog Abides!

(reposted from my old blog, where I used to discuss stories from my life as a porn producer) Don’t you hate it when people politicize things and make grandiose speeches to get across even the most mundane topics of conversation? So do I. So let’s see if I can avoid that for you. I’ll really, [...]

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