Archive for category: Porn Stories

Conversations with a Former Prostitute

I receive emails very regularly.  I had to share this conversation with all of you. SHE I came across your blog and I wanted to say thank you. I became involved in the sex industry 7 years ago, working as a prostitute in a brothel known as the “Wildkat Ranch” in Mina Nevada. Nothing could [...]

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Speaking in Little Rock, Arkansas Last Weekend

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On Affairs: A Prayer

God, why did I cheat on my wife? Why did I throw away my family? Why did I think producing pornographic content would fulfill me more than her? Oh, that I could have realized then what I realize now, this handful of years later: She was so very amazing! Why didn’t I see that I [...]

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Is This Sexy?

TO FIND OUT WHAT IT’S LIKE TO PRODUCE PORN, BE SURE TO READ MY LETTER TO MUSICIAN JOHN MAYER- CLICK HERE In an internet discussion with a bunch of guys who think porn’s great, I shared a few of my “porn stories”, which you, my constant readers, have all read.  There are always all sorts [...]

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Dear @JohnCMayer – Re: Producing Porn

Dear Mr. Mayer, Do you mind if I call you John?  I know we’ve never met, it’s just that you seem like the type who’d rather be called “John” than “Mr. Mayer”.  We’re not friends, but I really dig your music.  In fact, I listened to your latest album, Battle Studies, twice on my flight [...]

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If Porn's a Problem In Your Married Life Read This

I’ve been fortunate enough to speak to more than 4 million people now.  I take it much more seriously today than I did when I first started in December 2006.  You see, back then it was all about “me”.   I was telling “my” story.  What God had done in “my” life. But traveling and [...]

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"I Am One of Those People Who Lost My Marriage Because of Porn"

While in porn world, I became intimately acquainted with the destruction that befalls those within the industry itself. What was foreign to me, however, was the pain my product caused in families all across this country. While traveling these past few years… I’ve been educated. There’s not a single place I’ve spoken where a handful [...]

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Spilling My Guts On the Topic of Love (and Sex)

I wrote this a few days ago, unsure whether or not I’d actually publish it.  But why not?  Let’s do it. On this blog I’ve voided my guts, speaking about many of my sins.  You’ve read my writings about the horrors I perpetrated on models.  You’ve read about that really stupid sex game I played [...]

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For Those Who Missed It Last Time: "Constance" Video (with Lyrics)

This is powerful, no? We often play it at Porn and Pancakes events. The lyrics can be found below the video. Lyrics: 1st verse: An old man vacationing, he stands patiently under a hotel sign that blinks vacancy he’s thinking maybe he’s too late to make the drop off til a truck coming his way [...]

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The Supply and Demand Circle of Porn

For Brian, whom I’ve known almost 10 years, who produced porn with me from time to time, and who says it’s “not porn’s fault because porn is inanimate”, and who is completely right about that. Dear Brian, You’re right… “porn” is inanimate and “porn” isn’t to blame for the broken lives.  People are:  I AM,  [...]

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